I'm looking for a man who wants me just the way that I am. Who isn't unsure of it, who isn't confused, or fearful of commitment. That's all just a construction in your head... it's not me. So realize that and stop treating me as if I'm the problem.

I'm tired of having you come into my life, realize that there's something between us, but then hesitate because you're unsure of what it really is that you want. You're too fearful of what it could mean, or potentially lead to. You're succumbing to your own fear, and therefore limiting your own life experience because of it.

I'm not a second choice. I'm not something that will just stick around and wait for you to want to be with me. I'm not your babysitter. I'm a person, with feelings, and deserve respect.

I'm not going to work for you to realize that. If you can't see that on your own... if you can see what I am, or what I can offer you, then you just don't deserve me.

I want someone to spend time with. Someone to go on random adventures exploring the world with. Someone to expand my consciousness, and someone that I can provide expansion to as well. Someone to lift me up when my wings have been weakened, and cheer for me while I take flight. Someone who sees the realness in me, in my heart, and in my soul, and appreciates it.
Someone who fights for me, knowing how much I could mean to them. I'm tired of being taken for granted, and mistreated. I'm tired of being a "possibility" but never the reason for that risk that you're will to take.

I deserve so much more than that. And I know that.

New but the same old.

Hi.

So a LOT has changed since I last posted, but at the same time... nothing really has.

I still find myself in the same situational love predicament as usual.

No matter what interesting attractive soul enters my life, sparks a potential... it always ends up a disappointment!

so I have a message for you potential disappointments out there:

Man up.

I want a MAN, not a boy. Someone who's strong, assertive, knows what he wants and goes for it. But is also respectful, honest, independent and supportive of the type of person I am, and what I need from a relationship.

You're unsure of what that is? Well let me break it down for you:

A health, opening supportive romantic fun relationship.
My own freedom and independent spirit to be embraced, understood and nurtured. I promise I'll do the exact same to you, if anything I'm probably more easy going than the surfer you know from hawaii. Or the beach bum you met in California. Trust me.

That's it, pure and simple.
I'm not looking for a husband.