Femme Fatale: 9/20/09

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I know what I want, and I demand it. I am a Woman. You might say I'm a Bitch, but I'll just take that as a compliment. It means that I am assertive, unapologetic, demanding, intelligent, intimidating, in control, fierce, dominating... All positive attributes. I embrace my sexuality, and I'm not afraid. But don't get the wrong impression and think that it means I'll be open to your stereotypical slandering. I am not interested in you. I am not easy, and I won't suck your dick because I want you to like me. Try that with me, and I'll fucking rip it off. I don't need You, or anyone else.
I am Me. And that's all I'll ever need.

Sep 22, 2009

To all those amazing beings in my little life...

"I am having one of my many moments of clarity, and though it may not be known as well as I'd like it to be, You are someone I value having in my life, and love. Know that the fact that I have been blessed to have You in my life, in any size of amount, is something I truly and honestly feel blessed about. Know in Your heart of hearts that You are apart of what makes my world vivid with color, and for that - Thank you. Love."

Sometimes my heart is too big for me to handle

Sometimes, I feel so much love, compassion, beauty, sadness, happiness... that my heart physically aches with the immensity of it. This quality of myself, is something I adore about myself. It's truly an enlightening moment for me when I get so overwhelmed by a moment. A pure, simple moment. It moves me entirely. And every time, the intensity of it surprises me. It makes life real for me. It makes me get myself out of my conditioned default state of believing that my little world is the entirety of the world and life. It makes me realize. There's a bigger picture. A LOT bigger than anything I will ever understand.
And I am thankful.
Forever truly thankful.