I don't care about your money, your cleverness, your sexiness, your usefulness, your neediness, selfishness, your fear, your methods of defense. I want to see you naked and honest, your true temperature. I seek the quality of your vulnerability, your grace under pressure, your ripeness for tenderness, your generosity when there is no safety net, when there is nothing to be bought, nor sold, no security, no ego gains, agendas - not another rerun of this or that movie, popular novel, what-have-u.

Bring me history unfurling, the pain, the passions, the frustrations and breakthroughs. Bring me the unfolding beauty of the unrehearsed, the spontaneous, the heart arresting power of the simple, unadorned genuine truth in the moment. Bring me your willingness to love and be loved. Your openness, your innocence, your unabashed and total commitment to our moments. I want you fully flawed, total in your immaculate and unique perfection.

Lace & Leather

French Fingertips
Red lips
Bitch is Dangerous

Cotton-Candy Kiss
can't wait
for my Sugar Rush

The Subconcious Level

Dreams

lately I've been having some pretty intense ones.

As you can probably tell from my recent posts....

Fighting demons, meeting angels

Its a luck of the draw...

Last night was a terror

let's hope tonight's is a pleasure.

Ahhhh such great people.

So, I'm pretty darn lucky.
I have some of the most AMAZING people in my life. Seriously.
"Life throws you curve balls" has definitely been a defining phrase of my life (so far)
but life also creates opportunities. Chance.
Without those 'curve balls' I would not be the person I am today, or know the people I have in my life.
So was it worth it?


hell the the friggin yes.

Late Night Dreaming

A Glance in Your direction
Met with A Stare

A Moment prolonged
A Tension
Within A Sensation

I'm awake but must be dreaming
Surreal beyond compare

I'm running
You're chasing
dread mixed with dispair

I am your temptation
An addiction, beware.