Femme Fatale: The Power of Love

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I know what I want, and I demand it. I am a Woman. You might say I'm a Bitch, but I'll just take that as a compliment. It means that I am assertive, unapologetic, demanding, intelligent, intimidating, in control, fierce, dominating... All positive attributes. I embrace my sexuality, and I'm not afraid. But don't get the wrong impression and think that it means I'll be open to your stereotypical slandering. I am not interested in you. I am not easy, and I won't suck your dick because I want you to like me. Try that with me, and I'll fucking rip it off. I don't need You, or anyone else.
I am Me. And that's all I'll ever need.

Aug 7, 2009

The Power of Love

Sometimes I get scared.
I think of the worst possible thing that could ever happen to me...

The loss of a Loved One...

And I choke up.

My breath gets caught in my throat
and suddenly I struggle to breathe.
I start to feel the tingling sting in my eyes
and my vision starts to blur....
My heart physically starts to ache
Tighten
Distress...

I cannot fathom the loss of someone I love...
I love the people in my life... so much.... words cannot even describe.
They are not worthy.
They would insult the depth of the love.

I know that life is life.
That life is not eternal.
That death is a natural process.
In my head, its a logical fact.
But my heart is stronger.
Death does not, CANNOT, exist.
There is no such thing in my heart.

And I live mostly by my heart.

I am scared to death.
I can't even bare to think about it.
Because each person I care about... occupies a large part of my heart.
THEY are my heart.
THEY are my life.
And all I can do, is hope to God... to the Universe... to Life....
that I do not, ever, come even close... to losing any of them.

.... I would not survive....

I would die with them.