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I know what I want, and I demand it. I am a Woman. You might say I'm a Bitch, but I'll just take that as a compliment. It means that I am assertive, unapologetic, demanding, intelligent, intimidating, in control, fierce, dominating... All positive attributes. I embrace my sexuality, and I'm not afraid. But don't get the wrong impression and think that it means I'll be open to your stereotypical slandering. I am not interested in you. I am not easy, and I won't suck your dick because I want you to like me. Try that with me, and I'll fucking rip it off. I don't need You, or anyone else.
I am Me. And that's all I'll ever need.


Femme Fatale

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Nov 1, 2008

The Mystery of You + Me...


We both know it.
We both feel it.
It's always been there...

We don't show it.
We can't show it.
But I really do care...

I miss You.
I miss Us.
I miss the way we'd touch.

When we'd talk
When we'd listen
It's missing now, it's too much.

I'm confused now.
I'm hurt now.
I'm all alone now...

We're gone...
Your eyes avoid mine.
And all I'm left with is: How?

Don't leave me this way.
Don't leave me like this.
I thought we were better then this.

I love You.
I need You.
I am so much less without You.

What this comes down to...
There's love in my heart for you.

Best Nights in the Best Company...


I am so thankful.
I have such a wonderful group of people in my life.

Its hard to describe just how amazing and important these people are...
Regardless of the day, the situation, the time, whenever we're together, everything bad melts away and only positive is introduced in my life.

Through hard times, bad times, good times, boring times, there are a selected few who can and always will make me smile brighter and harder then ever.

No matter where the day/night takes us, it's always an adventure filled with experiences, people, memories and laughter.


I am honestly so blessed.

Oct 27, 2008

Inadequate


Confused.

Tangled...

Uncomfortable.

How did I Stumble?...




It never seems to fully disappear...

It constantly hovers

constantly hovering

constantly

constantly

Constant.




Why?

Why do I have to feel like this?

With Him

and then with Him

and then again with Him

With Them? ...

Fuck Them.

I'm tired of this feeling

I'm tired of it's effect.

I just want to feel needed

I just want to feel respect.



... But no matter how I frame it

I still feel

Inadequate