The Femme Fatale of Darkness.

The Rollercoaster ride of Possibility, & the Chance that You just might Fuck it up.

Love. Something that is always shifting, changing, slipping through our fingertips. We know its a feeling, but could it also be an entity? Something thats so over-powering, so over whelming, life changing... There has to be something more then just a feeling to it.

Love is an addiction. Once you've had a hit, you're hooked, regardless of how painful the process is of trying to ween yourself off of it. Its one of the hardest, most beautiful things in the world, to have experienced Love and all its beauty. Its overwhelming beauty. Its beautiful tearing loss when its gone.

I believe the main thing about Love and being broken from the loss of it, is that instead of burying yourself in the pain of its death, embrace the fact that you're lucky enough to have had it.

I have been blessed with the amount of Love I have had in my life. The people whom I've surrounded myself with, are some of the most amazing people I've ever met, and I'm truly thankful to have had them in my life. They are family, not all through blood, but through life.

Life is all about experiences.

Tortured Heart, What is Your Plea?

Largehearted Boy
Listen Carefully,

Kiss these lips coated with Whipped Creme,
and gaze into these marbled eyes, tell me what you see?
My Senses spike, my lips tingle, my eyes fire.
Can You taste my Desire?
Your smell leaks itself into my lungs, and spreads its intoxication deep. I feel the effect reach...

I peak my smile, the blood colors my cheeks
My Heart swells and sticky sweet
Surprised, thought to be a Hallow Chest
It's emptiness brought on from past engagement of hearts.
The Spark has ignited.
The Confusion has peaked.
My feelings are Tortured, yet that smile still makes me weak.

The Games You Play
The Yearning Coaxed

Don't Play with Me Boy,
She inside Me will not be Teased...

This Secretive Idenity
Red Lipped, Long Lashed
Sex and it's playmate will be unleashed...
And You Won't Know What Hit You.


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The Mating Game

I wanna go to bed with arms around me / But wake up on my own / Pretend that I’m still sleeping / Til’ you go home

Oh I can’t look at you this morning / I should probably have a sign / That says ‘Leave right now or quicker’ / You’ve overstayed your time

If I don’t believe in love nothing will last for me
If I don’t believe in love nothing is safe for me
When I don’t believe in love you’re too close to me
And that’s why you have to leave

Maybe I slept peaceful on your shoulder / Your arm warm around my side / But it’s different now, it’s morning / And I can’t face your smile

The second that I feel your safe hands / Reaching out for mine / I slip away and out of sight / You’ve overstayed your time

If I don’t believe in love nothing is good for me
If I don’t believe in love nothing will last for me
When I don’t believe in love nothing is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me
And nothing is real for me

When I don’t believe in love why do you care for me?
When I don’t believe in love nothing is real for me
If I don’t believe in love you’re getting to close to me
And that’s why you have to leave

Are You Naughty, Are You Nice, What Would You Sacrifice?

Woman // Musically Intoxicated // Independent

Old Memories, combined and rekindled,

"[Hi, I'm S Cupcake;]"

to which You first met, and understood...

You Unlocked the Door to my LustFilled Lips...

I'm the type of Girl who has Pearls for Teeth

And Eyelashes all in a Curl which I use to speak pages

... and who knows how to break Heart's Embrace

I laugh like warm honey
to Which I'm the question
and you're of course the answer.

Completely Infatuated with Pirates, Swallows, Adventures and Spontaneous momentum.

Quotations:

The best revenge is to be unlike him who performed the injury. - Marcus Aurelius

S: "So, Last Night I had to Punch a Boy..."
Dad: "Good Girl."

"So to stick out, I need to be normal, which is abnormal in terms of a normal person?"

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"Just BE how you FEEL"

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"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. if you never get hurt you'll always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just got to the record store and visit your friends." - Penny Lane

"it's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see"
- Henry Thoreau

"Sara, I could just see him being the one you get caught getting it on with in the closet on OUR wedding day" - Shauna

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; & for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.” -Audrey Hepburn

"A bottle of wine contains more Philosophy than all the books in the world." -Louis Pasteur