Femme Fatale: So fucked up...

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I know what I want, and I demand it. I am a Woman. You might say I'm a Bitch, but I'll just take that as a compliment. It means that I am assertive, unapologetic, demanding, intelligent, intimidating, in control, fierce, dominating... All positive attributes. I embrace my sexuality, and I'm not afraid. But don't get the wrong impression and think that it means I'll be open to your stereotypical slandering. I am not interested in you. I am not easy, and I won't suck your dick because I want you to like me. Try that with me, and I'll fucking rip it off. I don't need You, or anyone else.
I am Me. And that's all I'll ever need.

Nov 3, 2008

So fucked up...

I am.
He's still in my head, my life.
I thought he was gone,
but he's not.
It still effects me.
Him. Him with Her. Her. Them.
I try.
I try so fucking hard.
I don't want him here.
I don't NEED him here.
I don't NEED what
it does to me.

I want him gone.
I want to be free.
I'm tired of hearing it.
I'm tired of hearing the bullshit.
I'm tired of it.
I wish I could just say that it doesn't effect me.
His cruel stupid pathetic words.
But it doesn't stop.
It bothers me.

I admit it.