Realizations....

I just had a realization.

It's about You. And what we went through... and the confusion of it's outcome.

Maybe it confuses me so much because I just don't understand You. I don't know Your story, I don't know Your mentality, or Your outlook. I'm not going to take your actions to heart. After all, I don't know You. Your way of dealing with things, differ from mine, but I have to be understanding of that. And just let it all go. And learn from it.
I would genuinely like to be friends with You. I really would. I don't see how we shouldn't be, it's not like there are any reasons why we shouldn't be.
So I'm letting the confusion and the reactions your actions have given me go.

Heck, this is my Day 26. I'm on a roll. Life will be Life, if you're in mine, then you're in mine. If not, then you're not. And that's that. And I'm good with that. I'll still be openminded to You and your friends if you make another appearance in my life, why not? I'm solid with myself, having you in my life or not isn't going to make or break me. And that goes for everyone whom crosses paths with me. Because I know that the main wonderful amazing people I have in my life are there for life. I have a family, not purely of blood, but of soul. And I will never be alone. Because I have Love in my Life. And such Huge amounts of it.

Shoutout:
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